Emotion

I feel totally disappointed...

I can't understand why they did such a horrible thing to me.
They made fool of me!
Yesterday, although i was very angry i still kept calm. I don't regret about what i behaved.
I told her that i still was calm to talk to her because i still regarded her as "a friend".
I really wanted to call her a "bitch" but i couldn't cauze she was my friend.
If i called her a bitch, it also meant that i myself was a bitch.
A kind person never befriends with a bitch.
Oh shit!

She said that she wanted to apologize me alot but she didn't how to spend me enough apologizes cauze she has made many mistakes.
She admitted that she was a bad person. I really don't know what to say to her.
She made me shock and suprised when i realized how she was in reality.
I was very upset and ashamed as she was used to my friend.
She affects my self-esteem and my feeling as well. She was really a disgusted person.


P/S: She will be deserved for what she has done.
       Fucking day!